Freelance Series - An Introduction

When I first started working for myself two years ago I started a weekly blog post series. It was helpful for me to sit down and reflect on the week behind me. I would find myself learning things I never expected about working for myself. And I tried to keep it on a very personal, down-to-earth, level. I wanted, more or less, to let people in on what the journey was really like switching from a 9-5 job to total freelance.

As the series continued throughout the year I was so pleased to hear from others how it helped encourage them in their own professional journey. It helped me to keep writing and sharing my experiences. The weekly updates would ebb and flow right along with the work I was doing. Some weeks would be really intensive in one area, and other weeks would be really short and to the point. But the length of these updates was never the point, only that I would sit and write.

Then I lost my motivation. The engine ran out of steam. Only now, looking back on it, I see it as a great disservice to myself and my readers for not finishing what I started. It's an all too common pattern in my life that I want to change. And that's what this introduction is all about I guess. An attempt to redeem myself, and breath some new life into some of my old writings. But first, I need to tell you what got me excited to write again.

Earlier this year I had the chance to sit down with the one and only Shawn Blanc while he was in town visiting. I had only met Shawn once before, at Circles Conference 2012, but we had kept up with each other via twitter and our blogs. Anyways, through our conversation I came to find out that Shawn had recently released a book (okay, an eBook to be exact) based on a blog series he had written. Check it out here: Delight is in the Details. But not only that, hearing how Shawn makes his living from writing his blog and doing a daily podcast was super inspiring 1. because of his determination and 2. because he is a loving father and husband on top of all that. I drove home that day feeling more inspired to write again than I had in over a year.

Going back through the archives and pulling down all my weeks of writing was refreshing, and often times humbling. It reminded me of looking through old sketchbooks. But it was healthy for me to re-read all my old updates and see how much I had grown. And then I started to notice a pattern forming. In the later posts I started to group my writings into three categories; On Work, On Life and on Faith. I remember the decision to write about each topic on its own, but enjoyed how much they each overlapped one another. This got me thinking about how I could revisit the same writing but with a much more focused approach.

That bring us to today and the beginning of something new. Every Friday my goal is to publish a post on one of the three main topics: Work, Faith and Life. Each post will explore one area specifically related to the main topic. For example, I've already begun writing about "personal vs. professional" and "comparing vs. celebrating" on work. This kind of focus is what I hope to bring to the table every week this year. My hope is that it would encourage us all to dig a little deeper into our lives.

Thanks for listening.

He drew a circle

We read in Genesis 1:1 that God created the heavens and the earth, but what happened before he created them? This is where my mind wonders today.

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I imagine God, in all His infinite wisdom, sat down at His desk one day and began to draw out of his imagination a beautiful picture of existence. His paper was made out of dust and particles and he had many different drawing utensils. Some that drew light, others that drew planets, and a whole set, freshly sharpened, that were specifically for drawing every living creature. Every stroke of his pencil was made with such precision that he really didn't need an eraser. But still, as every artist immersed in their work, his brow was heavy with focus and the end of his pencils were gnawed on with great anticipation.

And maybe after He had spent time critiquing His work and making any last minute changes he sat His pencil down on the desk and poured Himself a drink. He stretched His long legs across the desk and leaned way back in his chair, hands folded behind his head. This was how he liked to soak up the satisfaction that only comes when you've put in the long hours of good work. And as the drink warmed his belly, so did His thoughts of these new creations warm his heart. The slow pace of eternity seemed quite peaceful to Him that day.

But there is one question that raises in my mind thinking about all of this, did God spend time at His table drawing us? If we are made in His image, then what point is there in drawing what He already knew? It's possible He could have looked in a mirror and drawn us from his reflection. But is the drawing of a reflection really accurate? A reflection is only how we see ourselves, not how other people see us. So if we are made in the likeness of God, then I would expect we aren't just a mere reflection. Rather, I believe God had a special place in his heart when he made you and me. Whereas I see Him standing on top of eternity speaking the world into existence with great authority and clarity, I believe He stepped down from on high and knelt down in the earth and spoke with a great smile and wide-eyed wonder when He made us in His image. Each one of us just the same, but also completely unique from one another.


The title of this post was inspired by the second half of Proverbs 8:27 where wisdom is speaking on account of how he/she (is wisdom a person?) has been around since the beginning:

When he established the heavens, I was there;

when he drew a circle on the face of the deep...

That visual of God drawing a circle really made me stop and consider the act of creation in a much different way. I'm not proposing that anything I've written here is at all factual, but I am encouraging us to push our own understanding through the use of our imaginations.

Bearcycle

I'm starting the process of working with some friends out in Colorado who are building a new co-working space. This was just a fun drawing while thinking about what I could draw on their walls.

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Behind the Handpersand

Two days ago I woke up with an urge to try something different. To push myself beyond my comfort zone and work with my hands. To be honest, this isn't the first time I've had this thought, but most of the time I'll either ignore it or keep myself busy with other work so I don't have to face the unknown. But not this day! I was determined to move past my own limitations and try something new.

The design is based on this illustration I did two years ago. I love the idea of blending two different worlds (in this case, typography and the human body) into something quirky and fun. Also, I'm hugely inspired by the simple flash tattoo style of Sailor Jerry. Having a couple tattoos myself, I just thought it was necessary to add a few tattoos to the arms of the handpersand.

I'm very happy with the finished product, even though the edges are a little rough. But I'm learning, and I feel more confident for the next time.

Here are some photos of the process:

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The Handpersand is now available in my shop at: shop.kylesteed.com

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The Risk of Relevancy

At what lengths are we willing to go to sacrifice the Gospel for the sake of being relevant and "liked" in our culture? How long will we continue to copy the world and attach the word "Christian" to it? I don't remember who said it, maybe Derek Webb, but it goes something like; "The label, Christian, attached to anything but a person is just a marketing term." And I'd have to agree with that. How are we really advancing the Kingdom of God by copying the ways of the world? And who are we really fooling?

I really like what my friend Tim Thornton says:

"It's one thing to have a culturally relevant expression and another to hide the truth that is worth seeking in the name of seekers."

Is it because we don't want to be thought a fool that we water down the gospel? Are we that prideful and arrogant? I can only speak from my own experience, but yes, I have been that prideful and arrogant in my walk before. Then I learned to repent. But If you try to appeal to everyone, you will end up standing for nothing. Not that being a Christian means you completely remove yourself from culture, on the contrary, we should be an even greater impact on our culture. However, it's not anything we do in our strength, only by the grace of God.

So maybe it's not a question of being relevant or not, but are we doing only what we hear the Father saying?